I can not contain myself.
My friends and I have drifted a part but we’re SLOWLY but surely coming back together. I’m not expecting things to get back to how they use to be so quickly but I’m trying to pick up where we left off and to gradually make our friendship better than it was. These 3 are the type of people you can’t and wouldn’t want to let get away from you. I cried myself to sleep last night thinking I had to say my last words to someone I could call my brother but he just made my morning letting me know he didn’t want it to end as long as my efforts were there. And I am going to try my hardest and not give up until they can call me their best friend again. I want to grow old with these people and be able to have my children call them their godmothers and godfather. I want our kids to grow up together and become the best of friend. I want for us to yell at each other on the phone because we lost our hearing when we get old, just as we already planned. This is not the end. I won’t let it be the end. This is just the start of a new beginning <3